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It's like you're looking for the next one...

If I were, I'd tell you. I'm not going to let our relationship end like theirs did. I'm not that much of a fool, and I'm not going to let even the possibility of a friendship pass us by.

I'd tell you as soon as I was able to, if I truly had desire for that.

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...so you are just waiting for something better...

...Theresa. I'm not. Like I said, if I were looking for someone better, I'd actually tell you. Straight out. Seeing as I'm not, I'm very obviously not looking for anyone who is "better".

However, the matter of the fact is, you're the one who's "better". Erland has people he cares for, and Kanna... Well, she might end up be leaving regardless, given what Shikou and Adam said, but even then, I'm not interested in her. She's my sister, for all use of the term. She even was actually, for quite a while, there.

You can have a lot more faith in me, and in those others, than you do right now.

Then why do you keep flirting?

...so I'm just the best one thus far.

I want to, but...

Impulse, perhaps? Curiosity? Theresa, do you really think I consciously accept it as something as simple as flirting? I, the one who enjoys more seeing reactions themselves, than anything? Really, anything I do isn't even applicable, anymore.

Most girls would take that as a compliment, Theresa. The fact that I've been here for three years basically, and you're, so far, the best person I've met?

Then do so. It's not a situation where "I want to, but", or "I can't, but". It's a do or don't do situation. It just all depends on how willing you are to do so. People being willing to take a disk is part of what makes something work. It's why their relationship fell apart, because one side didn't want to continue to try.

...I'm not giving up... it just... really bothers me.

And after what happened to Seku...

...Them breaking up bothers me a lot more than you think, Theresa.

Sekuta was willing to go to great lengths to stay with her, and to make sure she was happy.

She wasn't.

I don't want us to be like that... which is why I'm bringing this up now.

It's bothered me before... and I don't think it'll stop unless I stand up now.

And quite frankly, I'm rather glad that you are.

...?

You... Always seemed to just close up, when it was obvious you had a problem with how I am. It honestly frustrated me with how it was, because I really would rather you be honest with me. With the good, and the bad. Yeah, it'll lead to arguments, but if we're both persistent enough, at least it'll lead to a resolution.

It makes me very happy to know that you're able to actually come out and say what's making you mad right now about me.

...After the last time, I learned that doesn't work.

...besides that, I want plenty of reason to beat you up if you break my heart.

...Last time, huh? Interesting.

Theresa. Breaking your heart, alone, is the biggest, and best reason to beat me up for it.

...you might not say that after I break most of your bones.

You know, with my whole 'hate males' thing snapping back.

I'd deserve it for breaking your heart. There's no good reason for me to do so.

...Don't do that.

I won't be. Alright?

...that too, but I mean the puppy eyes.

I can't get properly mad when you do that.

..."Puppy eyes", Theresa? Believe me, I'm not nearly cute, or exactly have the ability to act as innocent, to pull that off.

You are, you do, and you can.

Especially when you almost BEG to be punished brutally.

Oh, I don't beg. I just admit that I get what's coming to me.

Mmm...

I'll... talk to you another time, alright Souha?

Goodnight.

Alright, Theresa.

I love you. Good night.

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