Cold in here

I wonder...

Since Souha and I have gotten back together, I feel like I need to do something to help him... but the only thing that I felt I could really help him with has sort of solved itself... except not.

Seku... I don't know exactly what's wrong with him, but I have the general idea... and it's not something I can really change.

[Private]

...Souha has been talking to Erland a lot again... I think they think I don't notice... but I do...

I know I shouldn't get jealous, but...

I... I can't believe I just... lost her like that... I don't know what to do....

[Locked from Vidya and the usual baddies.]

Vidya has... regressed. She's... become like Jigokubana again.

Please, if you come across her, just get away, or incapacitate her. She... she really doesn't want to be this way, it's because of her old programming taking over. She just... needs to see sense again, I'm sure of it.. I just... I don't know HOW.

...oh god... what am I suppose to DO?

Miss... Misou? I believe we haven't spoken in quite some time... and honestly, we hadn't met under the best of circumstances... nor did we make very good impressions on either of us... and I'd like to try and change that... please respond if you feel the same.

Kizuna... I know you're not taking the medicine... I won't come bother you tonight, but.. please, at least try the other bottle I brought before giving up entirely, okay?

Souha I... probably should get to painting your portrait sometime...yes?

[Private to Suzume]
Suzume... I... saw something the other night, involving you and fire... I didn't completely understand that... but I have to wonder what you're getting into... and how such an ability developed. Would you please speak to me about it?
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And... anyone else that I still have unresolved things to deal with, please let me know... I'm sorry to forget things but... it's been a very busy time for me.

Found out why Jigokubana is like he is last night... it sounds like he basically hated himself. Yes, there was something else involved, which sounds a lot like Darkness in a way, but that doesn't change the fact that Jigokubana is trying to kill everyone because he hates himself.

That one male... it sounds like he's planning to do something that could end up very bad... I just can't help but think it might be better to leave him be. I... don't really agree with Vidya... Power is... just power. Sometimes you have to control yourself more or it could corrupt you, but... it's still power. It's your own choice whether you use it or not.

...and I also found something ELSE out this morning. Obviously I'm an idiot for even suggesting that. Serves me right for caring.

I kept getting the feeling like something was very wrong the other night. Like there was something I should be upset about, but that I didn't know about.

...So I'm guessing that either one of my friends or Souha did something stupid, and considering the circumstances, I'm leaning towards it being the latter.

Someone want to fill me in before I have to start dragging it out of people?

...it... really is such a beautiful thing to hear...

"I love you"



That was... a very interesting thing that Eusebius gave to you, though. It's so beautiful, but... it's cold in a way... Like it's somewhat alive, but unfeeling.